Saturday, December 21, 2024

Blackmail

"Speak softly and carry a big stick; you will go far."  -- Theodore Roosevelt

I spoke earlier about not antagonizing it and controlling my speech. Well, I'm throwing all that out the window today because I realize things are very very wrong in the world today. One of my sons who I mentioned in a previous post is being prostituted by his mother and her boyfriend. Mental health authorities are lining up to sexually abuse him now out of pure spite for me!

I did not know the mother of this son (in fact, I did not know I had a son until only a few days ago). The mother stole my seed years ago and had my son to blackmail me for money. We have given her thousands of dollars not to hurt my son but it seemed inevitable that something terrible was going to happen. This month things took a drastic turn for the worse. My son is being choked, bitten, starved, poisoned, locked up, beaten, and made to do the most humiliating sexual acts on both men and women working in the mental health system (the men even made him swallow). One of the women that I have met who organized these things and abused him is the most obese, disgusting, filthy, horrific pig of a woman you have ever seen. I seriously would puke if I had to eat her out! 

As a father, I am distraught and heartbroken. This is my earnest plea for help. We need to correct the mental health system NOW not later. These people need to be punished for their actions today. This is not the first violation by these people, they have been doing this for years. The woman who abused my son has done this to over forty blackmailed children. 

If only I had anticipated or known I had a blackmail son, my son would be safe now! I can't accept the excuse that this is just an awful and unavoidable casualty of life. My feeling is that something can always be done in these types of situations. Why were we paying a mother like this? And who is the person that was handling these things? I think this conspiracy goes all the way up to the sky. 

I just want to say with all the conviction I have today that these people and any others who harm my son will pay for their hideous crimes. I am going to hunt them down and expose their actions to the world even if it is the last thing I do in life! This means war and I am furious. Please do what you can to help. Peace out. 

 

My Failure

 
" .....it is made bright, it is wrapped up for the slaughter."                 -- (Ezekiel 21:15)

Great news! The mother of my five-year-old son and her boyfriend are now paying an awful price for their hideous crimes.  Also, many of my son's abusers are now dead. My son is with good people now and safe, thank you, thank you, thank you!

I am now vowing more than ever to never again let something bad like this happen to my son or anyone else for that matter. I would rather die, I feel so terrible. I could lie to myself and say it's not my fault and that I wasn't aware that I had a blackmail son until only a few weeks ago, but that would do me no good. I had the spirit or at least I thought I did, and it can tell us all things. 

When I first had the impression about my son two years ago, I wrote about him in my blog. The whole thing was kind of fuzzy in my mind though and I should have inquired about him more and seen the whole picture then. Instead, I wrongly assumed all of the mothers of my children were good, the kids were all safe with them, and it was just my family that was attacking my son (which they were). But little did I know, my son had Cruella Deville for a mother and was being treated very inhumanely by her. If only I had been in tune earlier he would have been safe! 

I also trusted the sky too much to help me with this but shouldn't have. This whole ordeal may show the failure and inadequacy of our sky and how sometimes they mishandle these situations. They were in the know about my son long beforehand and could have at least told me about him. Instead, they did nothing but pay the mother blackmail money. My son was in a terrible situation and something bad was bound to happen to him sometime. I have to complain because someone up there really wants to keep me down, uninformed, rob me, and kill all my seed. Instead of helping my son, people in the sky instead took kickbacks from the blackmail money. Yeah, this was just another unfortunate situation for them that they were profiting from immensely (better watch out because I know about you now).   

This whole situation has kind of been a revelation into my own personal history as well. When I realized I had a blackmail child it occurred to me that the reason I was always treated like a red-headed stepchild in my family growing up, was because I too was a blackmail child. ( i.e. my father was not my biological father and my mother had me to blackmail my real father for money) I then had a dream where my real biological father spoke to me and told me about himself. I don't want to say anything else about this person right now, but suffice it to say, I am certain I am not a Jolley. 

I also want to thank the people who helped rescue my daughter two years ago when I wrote in my blog. She too was a blackmail child. I am especially grateful for the family that adopted her and is caring for her now. I will let them name my daughter, I think they care deeply about her. 

Well, I am ecstatic for such a quick and happy resolution to all this. God has really been humbling and stretching me lately and I am trying much harder now to look and inquire of the Lord more. This really feels like the low point of my existence. I guess let this be a negative lesson for all of us. Watch your kids like hawks.  Know that the spirit will teach us of secrets and hidden things and bring all the dark and nefarious works of darkness to light. WE CAN LOOK BEFORE IT and the spirit will tell us all things what we should do. Everything I have said today I know by the spirit and that's all.  

Lady Liberty

 "The future is as bright as your faith." -- Thomas S. Monson (Oct. 3rd, 2015)

Happy Fourth of July!  It was a good holiday for me this year; I have so many freedoms to be grateful for. I talked with Lady Liberty on the fourth and she said she was grilling chicken, not hot dogs on the BBQ. She also said she was wearing a black T-shirt with cut-off blue jeans shorts and some shoes that are a secret and that you have probably never heard of.  And she was wearing a touch of makeup, ahh!........... that could mean something bad for her, me, us or the both of us.  (But I don't purport to know anything about makeup, so I will refrain from elaborating on that). 

Some of you may be saying, Lady Liberty wears a toga and is a statue in New York City.  No, sorry, your totally wrong on that, she is not a statue, she is more like an active, living force of nature. Yeah, she is like lightning-- she's striking guys down with her killer body and stunning good looks. She's even cleaning up that cesspool city of New York. I know with Lady Liberty in charge the best days for us and this country are yet to come!

But seriously, about the touch of makeup Lady Liberty was wearing and/or the possible ice cream --I think it means she needs more eye D and support from men.  It's not easy grilling chicken for the fourth. lt's not easy going against the bad women in the sky. Let's all protect and help Lady Liberty, okay. 

I looked recently and about 30% of my ice cream came from women, 70% from men. One guy who is dead now (I got him, ha, ha, ha), was primarily responsible for 90% of my damage from men.  U-fees got me 2% of the time Co-fees were the other 98% of the damage. It might be helpful for some of you to look and figure out just who is the culprit and who needs to be attacked. Just to be fair to women, you will probably be surprised to find that swomen aren't nearly as much the culprit as you thought they were!  

Well, I'm in such a good mood now, I feel like preaching something important to my family, friends and future generations. (so get ready for some false doctrine!) This could be the only untampered-with, written record I leave to my children, so I want them to listen up and take some advice. 

I think it is very important that all these people know and understand the power of the word of God. The word of God or scriptures, is where you go for answers. It is the living water and the bread of life spoken of by Jesus. Elder Robert D. Hales once said, "When we want to speak to God, we pray. When we want Him to speak to us, we search the scriptures." God doesn't really want us to look to others for guidance in this world. Instead, He wants us to follow Him through the words of Christ and personal revelation.

The Book of Mormon teaches about the word of God in this verse, "And now as the preaching of the word had a great tendency to lead the people to do that which was just-- yea, it had had more powerful effect upon the minds of the people than the sword or anything else, which had happened to them-- therefore Alma (the prophet) thought it was expedient that they should try the virtue of the word of God." ( Alma 31:5)

Isn't it funny how sometimes we have sins in life that set us back and that for the life of us, we can't seem to overcome, despite the threat of death, poverty, isolation, depression, sickness and you name it? That passage in the Book of Mormon just told us how to overcome such problems.  We overcome them by immersing ourselves in the word of God. Jesus said in John, "And ye shall know the truth and the truth shall make you free" (John 8:32).  It is amazing because when we hear or read the word of God it almost imperceptibly infuses our souls with power, light, knowledge and energy to overcome our human weaknesses. No matter where we start from, we can become perfect in Christ through diligent study and adherence to the word of God. It truly has a more powerful effect on us than anything else in this world. 

We do things backward in the world today. We try and correct problems through alternative means. As the apostle Boyd K. Packer stated, "True doctrine understood changes attitudes and behavior. The study of the doctrines of the gospel will improve behavior quicker than the study of behavior will improve behavior .........That is why we stress so forcefully the study of the doctrines of the gospel." 

The word or doctrine of Christ gives us the power to change; repentance is how we change-- and repentance is a beautiful thing. It is a complete turning away from all sin. Note, I said a turning away from "all" of our former evil desires or tendencies. When we repent we humbly come before God and say," Lord I am sorry for my sins, I will not return to any of them again. I will do anything thou wants me to do right now, I will try my hardest, be 100% obedient and completely perfect going forward, what would thou have me do?" This is how you have to approach God every time. If you don't feel like you can make a prayer like this, repent, and pray until you do. If we come before God without reservations, ready and willing to do whatever is asked of us, being perfectly honest with ourselves and Him, we then find forgiveness, are made clean, and become right with God. 

We can and must repent like this over and over again throughout our lives to be rejuvenated and cleansed.  As J. Golden Kimball, once said, "Cut me off from the church? They can't do that!  I repent too damn fast." (ha, ha, ha) Indeed, it isn't about making mistakes in life, we all have our hangups, it is about how fast you truly, repent of your mistakes.  

God requires "all" our "might, mind and strength" to do his work. He says to thrust in our sickle and reap. You know the funny thing about sickles is they are somewhat blunt instruments. You have to use vigorous thrusts to harvest the grain. If you lackadaisically or half-heartedly swing your sickle you will just push the stalks of grain over, not cut them down.

The last thing I want to share is kinda funny. It is a comment by the prophet Brigham Young to the Latter-day Saints in the 1800's, soon after they began settling in the Salt Lake Valley.  He said, "The worst fear that I have for this people is that they will get rich in this country, forget God and his people, wax fat, and kick themselves out of the Church and go to hell. This people will stand mobbing, robbing, poverty and all manner of persecution, and be true. My greater fear for them is that they cannot stand wealth; and yet they have to be tried with riches, for they will become the richest people on this earth."

Huh, they may not be able to stand wealth. They may fail the test of riches-- oh, please try me with that one, it sounds horrible. They kick themselves out of the church and go to hell. That's a good warning for all of us I think. I read the word kick as having something to do with, among other things, "kicking against the pricks," Kickstarter, and football kickers.

Anyways, if you think this quote is important and want to follow it, maybe start by looking at those people in the world who have everything and yet are humble and devoted servants of God. If you're not into following Christ, follow them. Then maybe look at those other people who have endured persecution or poverty or sickness and still remained true. The financially rich are more blessed than the poor though. (ha,ha,ha, that is probably false doctrine there -- no, I don't think life is that simple.) Heck, life is so relative it really seems impossible to judge correctly, so maybe why attempt to. (ha, ha, ha, that's false doctrine too)  

What do they say, "The love of money is the root of all evil?" Let us resolve not to covet wealth and always be humble and obedient in whatever circumstance we are in and in whatever way God chooses to bless us. As Job said, "The Lord gave and the Lord hath taken away, blessed be the name of the Lord."( Job 1:21)  Jesus said, "Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word which proceedeth out of the mouth of God" (Matthew 4:4).  

In conclusion, I just think it's important to be humble and obedient when we are blessed with wealth-- not just when we are poor or going without. Please tell me why is it so much harder to remember God when things are going well for you and when you have everything that you need. 

We are all tested in different ways and in different things throughout life. Everyone has their own timetable for acquiring wealth. (And dammit, why doesn't God speed mine up ha, ha, ha). All that really matters to God is how obedient we are to the truths we have been taught in life. (So cover your ears and be sure and learn as little as you can in life because then you are not as accountable) ( ha, ha, ha).

Full Circle

"You either die a hero or you live long enough to see yourself become the villain."-- Harvey Dent in The Dark Knight movie

I had an epiphany the other day in the grocery store. I was looking at a can of Full Circle brand green beans and thought, "Hey, that's me, I'm going to go full circle." I talked with some people I know about this impression and they too think people are going to will it and that I will be able to go full circle in the future.  I am now feeling more hopeful than ever.  

I got some very good reasons for this pretentious full circle idea I'm thinking now. First and foremost is the fact that the ruse is up!  Yeah, the bait has been taken, the lure has hooked, ..........and I'm no longer needed as a male gigolo in society anymore. (ha, ha, ha)  Like planned, Ariel came to my rescue when I was a helpless, stranded, wandering hobo, -- I'm now assimilated back into society.  I think it is safe to say that most people in their right minds today know their worst and most recent fears of technological anarchy and enslavement are only imaginary stuff of the movies for the good.  My star movie role as some electrified cyborg slave of the future is no longer warranted.   

Second, the movie Twelve Years a Slave, which came out in 2013, has been quite a revelator, and was not only about Sophie NorCal but about me as well. I hope like Solomon Northup in the movie, and Sophie NorCal, that I'll be able to get another chance at my freedom. 

No mistake of mine should be so permanent as to keep me in mental health slavery indefinitely. No cult-like group like the mental health system should be so powerful and persuasive. It probably still remains to be proven by me, but I just want to say I survived that school of hard knocks and am a much stronger person now. But I must say, it was a never-ending nightmare when I was going through it. 

Third, I think sufficient time has elapsed, that people have gained strength, and that we can force it now. It has now almost been that magic "twelve years" since getting taken into the mental hospital. You know, Sophie NorCal and Solomon Northrup were all released after twelve years had passed.

Fourth, I have learned my lesson. And I mean damn, I have learned my lesson. Whoever thinks institutions in society are overkill and redundant knows what they are talking about. I seriously feel like the mental health system here in Utah has been trying to treat me to death.

Fifth, I am a much more humble person now. I no longer think I'm John Wayne or God's gift to women. I have been punished with isolation these last few years for my pride and think I have thoroughly learned my lesson with that. 

Evil and maligning people have been playing me out, cutting off all avenues socially and exacerbating my single conundrum to an extreme-- so marriage is the one thing in my life that isn't in order right now. I do realize I am not getting any younger and am a single anomaly at 44 years old! 

All I can say is I am not going to get depressed or strung out about this problem and feel like I can't take on anything else until it is resolved- I got better things to do than worry. I'm going to marry for love and make the right decision on marriage regardless of how long it takes. I know I'm not a statistic, I'm not defective or handicapped, and that the future is wide open.

Maybe the key to a good relationship is to not stress the day out by being some cowboy kid and thereby need a woman-- because when you don't need a woman anymore, you will then find one. (ha, ha, ha)  And seriously, don't worry too much about this problem because I think I have actually finally found a woman. Her name is Lafawndah and she is a mail-order bride from the Orient. (ha, ha, ha) 

Sixth, I'm sick of needles. I have had to drop my drawers and expose my fanny to so many shot nurses I can't even count them all. I swear, if I get booty juiced one more time I'm going to kill someone! You can just call me a walking pin cushion of the mental health system now because that's mostly what they have been doing to me since 2011. No seriously, on a scary note, I actually got a blood clot in my right arm from all the shots they were giving me and could have died from an aneurysm.

Seventh, continuous progression has to be possible. I have heard from a prophet's mouth that the mental health system is not going to be done away with any time soon (dang it, I seriously thought it would be, we have put so much pressure on them!). So in other words, the system is not going anywhere and therefore has to adjust, flex, change, and spit out what it can't digest. It is such a corrupt and depressing system many people get trapped in it and never recover. 

I told myself I was going to progress and not be a victim to the mental health system. I have always felt like I was the exception to the rule and that I could do things my way. But we will see if all the monkeys will let go of their plastic banana and leave the monkey trap. If I have learned anything from all this, it is that we may very well have to force them to let go of their prize. 

Eighth, we deserve the rest. With the exception of this most recent incident with my son, mental health people have been answering to me, not the other way around. We have done much to right the Utah mental health system these last eleven years and the repercussions have been felt in many other places. Man, I swear I have the best people helping me.

Ninth, going full circle is not a new thing for me really, I have gone full circle in a lot of things already. I have gone from a troublesome, rowdy kid to something less selfish. I have gone from a prejudiced and judgemental person to something fairer. From materialistic to liberal and content. From actively religious to something more moderate. Naive and undiscerning to discerning. Unteachable to more studious. Angry and rebellious to something more peaceable. Impure to more pure. 

Tenth, I don't care. I don't care what anyone says, I am going to heal from all this and move on with my life. I may have been weak in some areas at the beginning of all this but I have learned to cope with some very hard things now. I can't be kept in this condemned box forever-- God won't permit it in America, the land of the free. Like the New Hampshire state license plate motto says, I am going to "Live free or die." 

Eleventh, perhaps I can't marry with this mental health stigma hanging over me. It is a red flag to women, a sign of weakness, and an eye sore I can't cover up. Can you imagine being married and having to tell your wife you can't go with her to your daughter's soccer game because you have to meet with your psychiatrist? Daddy, why do the doctors give you shots? Umm.....

No, but really, I know it can be nerve-racking for women to buy a car straight from the used car lot. Most people can't tolerate that kind of subjectivity and ambiguity. Really, only the discerning win in the car business today, but just for the record, I have to say that all used cars aren't lemons and that a person can do very well for himself buying used. If you ask me, I think it's crazy to pay a full sticker price. 

Well, it has been a long and yes, circuitous journey since stumbling into the mental health system eleven years ago. I have learned many things from it but I can't really say my experience in the system has been a blessing. It has been a long and seemingly irreversible stumble and life is much better at the lake. Yeah. 

Now that I have been force-taught all the dark things in life I think I may have the understanding I need-- but what I would really like to have is the freedom and privacy I once had before this mess happened to me. Yeah, I am now totally trackable, 100 percent on the grid, and sadly, more cyborg than human. I have so much metal in me now that I ought to go cash in at the local metal recycler. (ha, ha, ha) 

Maybe I'm just short-sighted and biased, but I really don't see how all the technological infringements on my freedom are necessary now-- for my personal welfare or anyone else's for that matter. I mean who's it gonna hurt to let some poor, lonely, crazy, cowboy with an imaginary girlfriend go free. Time will tell if the honest and good will live free and unfettered in this country. I really hope it won't be too much longer for me.

If I can't go live now and I suspect the answer is no on that now, can I please have one small victory? Please get this damn contraption out of my nose. I tired of looking like the Avatar people! Thank you.

Well, I would really appreciate any support I can get in this full-circle crusade I'm on now. It may not take as much effort as you think to pull this all off-- they shouldn't be able to stop us from this, they shouldn't be able to stop the feeling in society. 

Remember, we are being hindered by a very small minority of ill people in the world. Do you know what happens to ill minorities in society? They get oppressed! (ha, ha, ha)  I just hope you all are well. Take care (and yes, you all really do do that!, thank you) and I will talk to you later.

Wednesday, December 4, 2024

Long Live the Queen!

One third of the people in the United States promote, while the other two-thirds provide.           -- Will Rogers

Has anyone studied England in the Victorian era (1837-1901), i.e. during the reign of Queen Victoria? That era was an extremely good era of history and fascinates me immensely. When I read about it I see a lot of similarities to our current era and the progress we are making now. The peace, progress and prosperity in Victorian era England lasted over 65 years though, so we still have a long ways to go to match their era. 

But seriously, Victorian England really was a great place and time to live in. Society in that era progressed forward by leaps and bounds. Everything from sanitation, to medicine, to metalwork and machinery, to manufacturing, to women's rights, to banking, to child labor laws, to literacy rates, to moral standards, to printing presses and free speech, to housing, to art, to botany and gardening, to world trade and shipping, to religious fervor, to non-religious fervor (i.e. agnosticism and Darwinism), to wage increases for the working classes, to increased leisure time and reduced number of hours worked each week, to culture, to fertility rates, to child mortality rates, to crime rates and more, improved during this era. In sum, Victorian England became the world's most powerful and urbanized country in its time, much social change occurred during this era, and the people there became very, very, very rich. 

The Victorian Secret

I have been asking historians of this era about it to see if they can tell me the "Victorian secret" and why this society flourished so much  (And no, I'm not talking about lingerie, ha, ha, ha). Eduardo Malanesa tells me the secret to the era was their focus on child exploitation and reforming social conditions and educational opportunities for children. 

According to Wikipedia at the beginning of the Victorian period (1837) only 20 percent of children in London had any education. From the enactment of the 1833 Factory Act onwards though, attempts were made to get child laborers into part-time education. By 1850 over half the children were receiving schooling. By 1890 all British families were compelled to send their kids to school instead of work. This reform was met with much protest from the capitalists and poor working class families but apparently the reformers prevailed and education for children became the norm. 

Another secret I have learned about the era is that men were very active in ridding society of the trash. This indeed, was a vey fine era to live in. Morality standards were kept high and cockroaches didn't last long in Victorian England. Secret combinations and murderers were also rooted out and imprisoned. Wars were kept to a minimum despite England's rapid expansion into Africa. During the Victorian era slavery in Africa was completely abolished in English colonies so you could say the "wherewolves" of that day were also put in check. 

Before the Victorian era, England had a practice of sending convicts and "undesirables" i.e. so called lunatics, to uninhabited Australia to live. That practice ended during Queen Victoria's reign. Capital punishment was diminished in England's penal system and attempts were made to reeducated and reform convicts. People with mental illnesses were treated more humanely. 

Moral standards also improved during this era and some argue this was the catalyst for all the reform. Whether moral standards improved from religious voices or non-religious voices is unclear. Regardless, pedophilia, homosexuality and slavery were all outlawed during this era.

Our Society in Comparison and What We Can Improve

A. Education

It is said the measure of society is how it treats its weakest members. Today children are not usually forced to work long hours for marginal pay. Are we adequately improving children's educational futures though?  Many would argue we are not. 

Education today has become very, very very fun, is a circus and paper chase for many, and a financial con. We promise youth who go to college good jobs if they pay their dues and get an education-- only to reward them with financial enslavement when they are done. Some kids, often depending on their family situation and friends, are advised not to go to school now days. They sidestep the financial trap with education but still suffer from reduced social interaction, isolation, horrible work opportunities, a very deceptive, uninspiring and uninformative internet, high transportation and housing costs and rampant sexual abuse.

Personally, I was one of the educationally oppressed kids in college. I at first wanted to be a doctor. I was weeded out of my premed classes though by professors who secretly took bribes from my family and who gave me B, C and D grades instead of the A and B grades I was really earning. In this sense, college was a complete con and rip off for me. It was an educational expense I largely paid for myself.  

I was so indoctrinated that college was the way to advance oneself in life though, I continued studying into grad school. With my legal education I misjudged the actual work opportunities available, couldn't find work, fell into debt, and have now been paying a pound of flesh to the mental health authorities for going on twelve years. I don't think these people will ever forgive me for my financial mistake. Today I am looking at the depressing realities of continued mental health oversight, continued restriction from work and continued relegation to welfare for the rest of my life.  

You would think I would want children now days to have similar educational frustrations, i.e. for them to be held back and not pass me up. That however, is not how I feel. Again, I think education today is way too fun and needs to be reformed.  People who feed into the con, whether in the school system or with online material, need to be done. Our children's futures are jeopardized by these morbid people. 

So in other words, in terms of education I think we are falling way short of Victorian standards. Generation Y and Z are on their knees now and mass consuming uninspiring, educational garbage and half-truths online. I will admit that Millennials who went to school got what they deserved via education, but the system now needs to be better adjusted for Generation Y and Z. Let it be said that under Generation X's power, kids once again had better work and educational opportunities than earlier generations. Let it be said that society was no longer in decline under Generation X.

B. The Zip

In terms of the overall zip however, I think we are doing even better than the Victorian era. We have been gladly mass zipping it up for years now and there doesn't appear to be any let up in sight. The advancing Millennial problem and overall degeneracy of our society in the late 2000s was far worse than Victorian times. Men have to be thanked for responding to the call then; the problem was enormous but has been effectively reduced by hard working and resourceful individuals from both Generation X and our parent's generation (Sorry, I'm not sure what you call our parent's generation officially, but I wont call them Generation Jones for now as I think they are improving and don't fully deserve that jab).

C. Incarceration and Treatment

Incarceration now days is much better than in Victorian times. We are more focused than ever before on utilizing our convicts for good and/or in reforming them. Like in Victorian times, capital punishment has been curtailed and inmates are being handled much more humanely. The justice system for convicts today has its flaws but is comparable with the justice system in Victorian times. 

Treatment today on the other hand, is much more psychologically sinister and financially oppressive than in Victorian times. Patients with a mental health record today can't own guns even though they are the ones most often attacked and who need them the most. With regard to incarceration of mental health patients now, the justice system is virtually nonexistent and/or complicit with it. Mental health patients are shown little due process and are almost always locked up for indefinite periods of time. 

Mental health patients also get economically blackmailed by the mental health system today. They are threatened with further mental health incarceration if they work more than a few hours a week. They are put on a very expensive shot routine that blackmails them for money if they earn over the poverty limits or in other words, get "dropped" from Medicare and thereby can't pay for their shots. 

Employers face serious social and economic consequences in employing mental health patients and in paying them fairly. The mental health system is so pervasive it is impossible for mental health patients to hide or work in secret. They can't keep a job because there is an unspoken blacklist of mental health patients by nearly all businesses in society today. 

The only thing positive about treatment today is it is often temporarily less painful than in Victorian times. Today a patient may receive shots or pills whereas in Victorian times starvation and beatings were more common. The end results for a mental health conviction today are much more severe however than in Victorian times. If I were captured by mental health people today the torture would be worse.    

D. Moral Standards

Today we have the morality of two dogs in a park. (ha, ha, ha) We are more lenient towards homosexuality and sexual deviants than possibly ever before. Whether we are denying God's commandments and just righting it on our own without his blessing is a question to be considered.  

I say we will never be able to reach Victorian heights unless we first bow to God and acknowledge that his commandments on sexuality are just. The faith of the moral today however, may be as good or better than Victorian times. So maybe we will be able to pull a rabbit out of the hat and right it on Victorian levels after all. 

E. The Queen

It would be hard to overlook the fact that the Victorian era was ruled by a woman in power. Queen Victoria had an innate ability to govern and by her nature was less corruptible and did many things for the common good. 

Today we also have a very active and powerful day. I think it may even be stronger and more organized than the day in Victorian era England. We need this day to be strong today as secret combinations are yet coming on the land and coming from the East. 

If the stalwart people and day in the East will "flee" to the West I think damage from these secret combinations can be minimized. And no, I am not talking about running or moving locations. Power with the day is concentrated in the West so East people, we love you and please try and believe we won't forget you and got your G. 

I think there is still an intense struggle to be had with it so both East and West need to work together to put it to silence. As in the Victorian era, we also need to sound the rallying call, "Long Live the Queen!"

Conclusion

The Victorian era was a "Golden Era" and ought to be a standard we use to judge our era by today. While our time is admittedly different than the Victorian, it also has many commonalities. By learning from this past great era I think we can put together a winning formula and plan for sustained peace and prosperity in the future. I believe we are on pace to match or even supersede the greatness of the Victorian era. We simply need to keep with it and have faith that we can respond effectively to all the challenges and opportunities our future holds. Just as the Victorians believed in their day, the future today really is as bright as our faith. 

Friday, September 27, 2024

Alabama

                We all have skills, I guess. -- Simone Biles

This post is to all you man-loving bros out there who read this blog. I got no beef with you but just want to inform you that it really, really pays to work for women these days. Are you aware of what benefits you can get from women and the solstice? Here's a number to claim yours! Solstice Help Chat. If you serve more, I swear more will pay you back ten fold. 
The time is now for men to decide whether they will get with the program or not.  

Many of you guys are missing out in trying to go it alone; don't you know women control everything? You can't hardly sleep these days without some kind of insurance with women in place. Women control the banks and money; what will you do, try and bury it? If you want to do or find anything now days you have to do it with the woman-controlled internet. And you know women handle the food....... 

You can say I am sheltered and that I don't know what rough is. You can say I'm doing the day wrong. You can say I fell on my face in getting taken into the mental hospital-- i.e. that that whole spiel was all my fault. You can say I don't want to work. 

You could be right on some of those things but the truth is I'm really a pretty normal right-thinking guy like you. I'm just trying to do what's reasonable and practical without any ego trip or fanfare. I know my circumstances well and also don't want to get myself killed by trying to exceed anything. 

My story: I ended up in the mental hospital for a slew of reasons but mostly due to the following: an excessively bad family situation, a false economy, a recession, a bloated mental health system, inflated educational expenses and interest rates, people stealing from me, betrayal by many of my family and acquaintances, religious dogma I had embraced, some intense hatred and social prejudice towards grad students and lawyers, bad parenting and instruction throughout life, cyber bullying, heavy spying, a social funnel, psychological profiling, some mania in society, and a sinister secret combination that is mostly dead now but was trying to undermine us all. 

In other words, what happened to me was a once in a life time perfect storm. I think it could happen to anyone. And it IS happening now to many people nowadays so don't feel so smug and secure.

I had to work my way through college and graduated from undergraduate studies debt free. I worked as a teacher, in construction, in manufacturing, property maintenance, custodial, and in the law. I'm the only law student I know of who turned down summer legal internship opportunities to work at a manual labor brick laying job in construction (which by the way, paid more money ha, ha, ha). 

I only took out student loans for law school, which was a very costly mistake. During the recession that hit just as I graduated there were hardly any legal jobs available and the ones that were were horrible --or even worse, not for real. I defaulted on my law loan payments during this time but would have paid them down if I would have been allowed to. I merely went delinquent on one student loan repayment and they took me into the mental hospital.

Looking back, it was all planned out, my family and the sky were blocking my emails to other employers, and there was no work or opportunity anyways. I probably wouldn't have been able to find work with anyone other than with my crummy uncle who was a lawyer and was partially employing me, but was seriously trying to OWN me. After about a year, my uncle and I had a falling out and I couldn't find any other legal or other type work afterwards.

Well, that's enough info about me. I don't mean to tell you my whole life story but basically, all I'm saying is some of you bros really need to try not to hate me. Believe me, there's nothing to be jealous of. I didn't seek out any notoriety I have now. I don't have any vain ambitions to conquer the world. I also don't want to get rich R-ing. I just want to be free from all these mental health constraints and live out my life like a normal person. People in the world judging me for getting an education should take a step back and really try and understand is all I'm saying. Check out this song by The Tutors.  

Care is "the climb" and where it's at nowadays. And for both yours and my sake, care really needs to be done. Here is a helpful quiz and information to determine where you stand on therapy. Therapy Quiz. Remember these people say they are just trying to help.

I have mobility problems. I can't keep tags off me very long. Mental health people gave me brain surgery and unless I want to go through an extensive lobotomy and lose half my brain, I'll probably always be tagged in my brain. I can shut me down with heat waves and electrodes whenever my brain activity peaks. It is hard to do anything in secret because of this. 

I am too smart. I have no privacy. Everyone's trying to shoot my house and I can't go anywhere safely without a lot of help with me. I'm really not built for and able to do secret air jobs myself now. It is not my forte but I respect and appreciate those who do it.

If you risk your life for the day or a good cause you should be rewarded. The day I know is May Day and will turn any well-deserving guy. If you don't know what May Day is read about May Day celebrations here. Some of you guys ought to get with these May Day and hit them up sometime is all I'm saying. The girls I know have helped me through thick and thin and are rock solid warriors and beauties. They are some very good ones to serve and about as powerful as you are going to find. They deserve your loyalty and won't let you down.  

I don't believe in conventional marriage traditions. I think conventional marriage is false security, mental stagnation, and a crutch I don't need. I do believe every way should get their turn though. There are enough women to go around; we don't need to fight over them. You know it says in the scriptures, even Abraham paid tithes to Melchizedick. (ha, ha, ha)

So anyways guys, don't hate, I'm not trying to horde all the women in the world. The women also don't love me any more than they love you guys. I don't have any strings attached to these May Day women. I just want them to have ample hands and to be protected and safe. 

Have you all read this book, cause I have: The Testosterone Advantage: A Complete Guide to Male Hormonal Balance and Endocrine Health? Believe me, I know it's tough sleeping with all the testosterone that builds up, (I only wish I wasn't old now and had more left!). Here is a children's decor site that has a practical message for many guys concerning these problems. Unicorns, Mermaids, Fairies. Maybe some of you will buy this art message and put it on your wall! (ha, ha, ha)

I would do more of the physical work if I had the time, freedom and opportunity to. Right now I am forced into more of a delegating, organizational, leadership type role though. I am dealing with mass problems, both national and international. I work all day and still do not get to the bottom of all the people trying to attack me. Being prepared and developing my BU is therefore a necessity for me and my biggest calling in life. As things escalate and get bigger and bigger, BU is going to be my best defense. 

So anyways, this is the song I think I'm singing today. Sweet Home Alabama. I'm Lynyrd Skynyrd, you guys are Muscle Shoals. Our May Day is Sweet Home Alabama. 

Well, thanks for choosing to roll with me. I'll try not to let you down. Read this information if you have any doubts. Hot Issue. Remember it has all been planned out long ahead of time.

I just have to continue to stay ahead of it, bring my A game everyday, make you guys safe through BU, and keep this huge operation and machine rolling forward. I'll do my best to lessen the blank roll printing if you will do your homework and read this material on arbitrage futures I learned in college. Futures Arbitrage Contracts

Also, here is a news headline and youtube link you might like. Fat Tuesday  Parties don't last forever so again, I just want you to know I appreciate the support you guys have given me and continue to offer. We really do have some great women on our side helping us. Let's do what we can to keep these girls safe. 


Wednesday, July 10, 2024

Full Circle

"You either die a hero or you live long enough to see yourself become the villain."-- Harvey Dent in The Dark Knight movie

I had an epiphany the other day in the grocery store. I was looking at a can of Full Circle brand green beans and thought, "Hey, that's me, I'm going to go full circle." I talked with some people I know about this impression and they too think people are going to will it and that I will be able to go full circle in the future. I am now feeling more hopeful than ever.  

I got some very good reasons for this pretentious full circle idea I'm thinking now. First and foremost is the fact that the ruse is up!  Yeah, the bait has been taken, the lure has hooked, ..........and I'm no longer needed as a male gigolo in society anymore. (ha, ha, ha)  Like planned, Ariel came to my rescue when I was a helpless, stranded, wandering hobo, -- I'm now assimilated back into society.  I think it is safe to say that most people in their right minds today know their worst and most recent fears of technological anarchy and enslavement are only imaginary stuff of the movies for the good.  My star movie role as some electrified cyborg slave of the future is no longer warranted.   

Second, the movie Twelve Years a Slave, which came out in 2013, has been quite a revelator, and was not only about Sophie NorCal but about me as well. I hope like Solomon Northup in the movie, and Sophie NorCal, that I'll be able to get another chance at my freedom. 

No mistake of mine should be so permanent as to keep me in mental health slavery indefinitely. No cult-like group like the mental health system should be so powerful and persuasive. It probably still remains to be proven by me, but I just want to say I survived that school of hard knocks and am a much stronger person now. But I must say, it was a never-ending nightmare when I was going through it. 

Third, I think sufficient time has elapsed, that people have gained strength, and that we can force it now. It has now almost been that magic "twelve years" since getting taken into the mental hospital. You know, Sophie NorCal and Solomon Northrup were all released after twelve years had passed.

Fourth, I have learned my lesson. And I mean damn, I have learned my lesson. Whoever thinks institutions in society are overkill and redundant knows what they are talking about. I seriously feel like the mental health system here in Utah has been trying to treat me to death.

Fifth, I am a much more humble person now. I no longer think I'm John Wayne or God's gift to women. I have been punished with isolation these last few years for my pride and think I have thoroughly learned my lesson with that. 

Evil and maligning people have been playing me out, cutting off all avenues socially and exacerbating my single conundrum to an extreme-- so marriage is the one thing in my life that isn't in order right now. I do realize I am not getting any younger and am a single anomaly at 44 years old! 

All I can say is I am not going to get depressed or strung out about this problem and feel like I can't take on anything else until it is resolved- I got better things to do than worry. I'm going to marry for love and make the right decision on marriage regardless of how long it takes. I know I'm not a statistic, I'm not defective or handicapped, and that the future is wide open.

But frankly, I would be happy to be with any woman right now. The key I know now is to not stress the day out by being some cowboy kid and thereby need a woman-- because when you don't need a woman anymore, you will then find one. (ha, ha, ha)  And seriously, don't worry too much about this problem because I think I have actually finally found a wife. Yeah, her name is Lafawnda and she is a mail-order bride from the Orient. (ha,ha,ha) We are going to get married pretty soon here, I just have to make it happen.

Sixth, I'm sick of needles. I have had to drop my drawers and expose my fanny to so many shot nurses I can't even count them all. You can just call me a walking pin cushion of the mental health system now because pricking me with needles is mostly what they have been doing to me since 2011. But I swear, if I get booty juiced one more time I'm gonna kill someone. (ha, ha, ha) No seriously, on a scary note, I actually got a blood clot in my right arm from all the peanut butter shots they were giving me and could have died from an aneurysm.

Seventh, continuous progression has to be possible. I have heard from a prophet's mouth that the mental health system is not going to be done away with any time soon (dang it, I seriously thought it would be, we have put so much pressure on them!). So in other words, the system is not going anywhere and therefore has to adjust, flex, change, and spit out what it can't digest. It is such a corrupt and depressing system many people get trapped in it and never recover. 

I told myself I was going to progress and not be a victim to the mental health system. I have always felt like I was the exception to the rule and that I could do things my way. But we will see if all the monkeys will let go of their plastic banana and leave the monkey trap. If I have learned anything from all this, it is that we may very well have to force them to let go of their prize. 

Eighth, we deserve the rest. With the exception of this most recent incident with my son, mental health people have been answering to me, not the other way around. We have done much to right the Utah mental health system these last eleven years and the repercussions have been felt in many other places. Man, I swear I have the best people helping me.

Ninth, going full circle is not a new thing for me really, I have gone full circle in a lot of things already. I have gone from a selfish, rowdy kid to something less troublesome. I have gone from a prejudiced and judgmental person to something fairer. From materialistic to more liberal and content. From actively religious to something more moderate. Naive and undiscerning to discerning. Unteachable to more studious. Angry and rebellious to something more peaceable. Impure to more pure. 

Tenth, I don't care. I don't care what anyone says, I am going to heal from all this and move on with my life. I may have been weak in some areas at the beginning of all this but I have learned to cope with some very hard things now. I can't be kept in this condemned box forever-- God won't permit it in America, the land of the free. Like the New Hampshire state license plate motto says, I am going to "Live free or die." 

Eleventh, perhaps I can't marry with this mental health stigma hanging over me. It is a red flag to women, a sign of weakness, and an eye sore I can't cover up. Can you imagine being married and having to tell your wife you can't go with her to your daughter's soccer game because you have to meet with your psychiatrist? Daddy, why do the doctors give you shots? Umm.....

No, but really, I know it can be nerve-racking for women to buy a car with no warranty straight from the used car lot. Most people can't tolerate that kind of ambiguity. Only the discerning win in the car business really, but just for the record I have to say that all used cars aren't lemons and that a person can do very well for himself buying used. If you ask me, I think it's crazy to pay a sticker price. 

Well, it has been a long and yes, circuitous journey since stumbling into the mental health system eleven years ago. I have learned many things from it but I can't really say my experience in the system has been a blessing. It has been a long and seemingly irreversible stumble and life is much better at the lake. Yeah. 

Now that I have been force-taught all the dark things in life I think I may have the understanding I need-- but what I would really like to have is the freedom and privacy I once had before this mess happened to me. Yeah, I am now totally trackable, 100 percent on the grid, and sadly, more cyborg than human. I have so much metal in me now that I ought to go cash in at the local metal recycler. (ha, ha, ha) 

Maybe I'm just short-sighted and biased, but I really don't see how all the technological infringements on my freedom are necessary now-- for my personal welfare or anyone else's for that matter. I mean who's it gonna hurt to let some poor, lonely, crazy, cowboy with an imaginary girlfriend go free. Time will tell if the honest and good will live free and unfettered in this country. I really hope it won't be too much longer for me.

If I can't go live now and I suspect the answer is no on that now, can I please have one small victory? Please get this damn contraption out of my nose. I can't live another minute looking like the Avatar people! Thank you.

Well, I would really appreciate any support I can get in this full-circle crusade I'm on now. It may not take as much effort as you think to pull this all off-- they shouldn't be able to stop us from this, they shouldn't be able to stop the feeling in society. 

Remember, we are being hindered by a very small minority of ill people in the world. Do you know what happens to ill minorities in society? They get oppressed! (ha, ha, ha)  I just hope you all are well. Take care (and yes, you all really do do that!, thank you) and I will talk to you later.

Blackmail

"Speak softly and carry a big stick; you will go far."  -- Theodore Roosevelt I spoke earlier about not antagonizing it and contro...