The act of voting is one opportunity for us to remember that our whole way of life is predicated on the capacity of ordinary people to judge carefully and well. --Alan Keyes
A while back I wrote a post about young trees, a beetle infestation and rotten primary teachers. I accidentally deleted the post but am happy to say that that is not a problem anymore as far as I can see. I have to say, you all are very quick and effective people. The trees are in good hands with you and I think all is safe and secure now. I will keep my eyes on the lookout for anything else I see.
What I saw with R. Modesto a while back and a couple other girls really shocked me though. I don't know how some of you all manage so well with such opposition. I want to go live and join the military after seeing what I saw but for some reason, I can't figure out where to go. I think it has been hard with the COVID 19 isolation going on. And don't get me wrong, I would drop everything here and go live if that is what I'm supposed to do, but the thought also keeps coming to me that U R DIE, not the other way around.
Another thing that prevents me from going live is that I am a little worried about making that plunge into the unknown and becoming completely dependent on the day--but I am learning to trust more now. Arranging things secretly is also a problem. Lastly, the better things get, I am feeling like there is no place to hide anymore and that I should just try and go live in plain sight here at my place and that that will open up for me in the future. I think I have earned a license to fight and organize myself according to the laws of men now, so that is not a problem. Heaven actually kind of forbids me from doing anything too drastic.....
So anyway, I am not exactly sure what I am going to do in the future. Life is bearable for me now thanks in large part to you all. Now I want to give back. I am just taking it one day at a time, preparing to go live if I see where to go, and trying to stay in shape so I am prepared to do that type of work if needs be. I have the size and body type to do that sort of work --so I am thinking it is a waste that I'm not doing some of that now. But that is just me, I want to do it myself and dabble as much as I can in as much as I can, even when things in the world are calling for more specialization.
Things are quickly becoming safer and safer here in the states with technology advancing like it is. I mostly go outside the United States now to countries like Russia and Vietnam to C people in ware, but I wonder if I am missing something here. Some people like R. Modesto have so much against them things may seem very slow in coming. I almost couldn't believe what I was looking at when I looked into R. Modesto's situation. I swear, she is like Christ.
I'm going to pray hard about it, and if I am doing more good here where I'm at then I will continue. Whatever accomplishes the most good and is best for the oppressed and the kids is what I will do I guess.
I find sometimes that it is not always what I want to do, or have thought to do, that is actually what I'm supposed to do. For instance, I wanted to move from the state a long time ago because I was worried about my monthly mental health shot being bad and my family living too close. I was just sure I was supposed to leave the state but got alternate revelation to stay here for a few years and that God had an important work for me to accomplish. I'm not sure if I have figured out just what that important work is yet but I am at least resolved on living in Utah for the next little while.
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